PTRD-41 Anti-Tank Rifle

A couple weeks ago, i just finished watching Darker Than Black season 1 and 2. It is a great anime, although it doesn't popular in my country, Indonesia. I really enjoy the story line, despite of many ambiguous scene there, but it makes me more curious and fall deeper for each of the chara... XD

One of their character (suou pavlichenko) have a special skill to "summon" a PTRD-41, an anti tank rifle made by Russia in world war II. This is a PTRD-41 picture :

I'm thinking about making this rifle for my cosplay property, but i'm not sure whether i cosplay as Suou (which means i have to do cross dress) or i only make the rifle and combine it with another costume.

But for sure, i wanna make this rifle as soon as possible. It is really interesting since it's gonna be my first cosplay.... ^_^

I'll let you know if the rifle already done ne... XD

Okumura Hatsune - Honto wa ne [Kanji, Romaji, Indonesian & English Translated Lyrics]

奥村初音 - ホンとはね
Okumura Hatsune - Honto wa ne
OST : 正義の味方 ( Seigi no Mikata)－2008

大丈夫は便利な言葉
「Daijoubu wa benri na kotoba」
--- "aku baik-baik saja" adalah kalimat yang menentramkan ---
--- "i'm fine" is a reassuring sentence ---

何時の間にか私は嘘つきになった
「Itsu no manika watashi wa uso tsuki ni natta」
--- dan di saat itulah aku telah menjadi pembohong ---
--- and at that moment, i'm a liar ---

”君は強いね”とあなたは言うけれど
「”Kimi wa tsuyoi ne"to anata wa iu keredo」
--- "Kau itu kuat," begitu katamu ---
--- "you are strong" that what you said ---

書きかけのメール言えない本音
「Kakikake no MEERU ienai honne」
--- E-mail yang tak terselesaikan, tak bisa kukatakan ---
--- unfinished e-mail, something i can't say ---

期待理想押し付けて
「Kitai risou oshitsukete」
--- Pengharapan dan cita-cita yang dipaksakan ---
--- about hope and forced ambition---

オトナのフリした正義たち
「OTONA no FURIshita seigi tachi」
--- Keadilan membuat kita terlihat dewasa ---
--- justice makes us looks mature ---

白か黒か分からない
「Shiro ka kuro ka wakaranai」
--- Putih atau hitam, aku tidak mengerti ---
--- white or black, i don't get it ---

曖昧で意地悪な現実の世界
「Aimai de ijiwaru na genjitsu no sekai」
--- Tanpa pertolongan di dunia kejam ini ---
--- without any help in this cruel world ---

大丈夫は便利な言葉
「Daijoubu wa benri na kotoba」
--- "aku baik-baik saja" adalah kalimat yang menentramkan ---
--- "i'm fine" is a reassuring sentence ---

何時の間にか私は嘘つきになった
「Itsu no manika watashi wa uso tsuki ni natta」
--- dan di saat itulah aku telah menjadi pembohong ---
--- and at that moment, i'm a liar ---

大丈夫と聞かれるたび
「Daijoubu to kikareru tabi」
--- tiap kali aku menjawab "aku baik-baik saja" ---
--- every time i answer that "i'm fine" ---

何時の間にか笑顔も忘れてた
「Itsu no manika egao mo wasureteta」
--- di saat itulah aku lupa cara tersenyum ---
--- at that moment i forget how to smile ---

一人きり彷徨いながら
「Hitorikiri samayoi nagara」
--- saat tenggelam sendiri dalam kebingungan ---
--- drowned all alone in confusion ---

ホントはね強がってるの
「Honto wa ne tsuyogatteru no」
--- sesungguhnya aku hanya berpura-pura kuat ---
--- actually i'm pretending to be strong ---

何をする為にここに居るんだっけ？
「Nani wo suru tame ni koko ni irun dakke?」
--- Untuk apa aku tetap berada di sini? ---
--- wherefore i'm still standing here? ---

気がつけば今日も消えてく私
「Ki ga tsukeba kyou mo kieteku watashi」
--- karena rasanya, hari ini pun, aku menghilang ---
--- because, today i feel disappear ---

計算理屈大嫌い
「Keisan rikutsu daikirai」
--- aku benci perhitungan dan teori ---
--- i hate math and theory ---

在り来たりの言葉いらないのに
「Arikitari no kotoba iranai no ni」
--- aku butuh lebih dari sekedar kata-kata biasa ---
--- i need more than a common words ---

敵か味方か分からない
「Teki ka mikata ka wakaranai」
--- Lawan atau kawan, aku tidak mengerti ---
--- foes or friends, i don't understand ---

優しくて意地悪な現実の世界
「Yasashikute ijiwaruna genjitsu no sekai」
--- Dunia yang indah dan kejam ---
--- a beautiful cruel world ---

大丈夫は便利な言葉
「Daijoubu wa benri na kotoba」
--- "aku baik-baik saja" adalah kalimat yang menentramkan ---
--- "i'm fine" is a reassuring sentence ---

傷つくのが怖くて嘘つきになった
「Kizutsuku no ga kowakute uso tsuki ni natta」
--- karena takut terluka, aku menjadi seorang pembohong ---
--- i'm afraid to get hurts, therefore i lie ---

胸がきしむ音にさえも
「Mune ga kishimu oto ni sae mo」
--- Mendengar suara hati yang berkeriut pun ---
--- listening to my creaking heart ---

気づかなくて泣くことも忘れてた
「Kizukanakute naku koto mo wasureteta」
--- aku baru sadar bahwa aku lupa cara menangis ---
--- i just realize that i forget how to cry ---

痛みとか隠しながら
「Itami toka kakushinagara」
--- Berusaha kusembunyikan luka yang tertanam ---
--- i'm trying to hide my buried pain ---

交差点歩いている
「Kousaten aruiteiru」
--- dan terus berjalan di persimpangan ---
--- while walking in a crossing field ---

大丈夫は便利な言葉
「Daijoubu wa benri na kotoba」
--- "aku baik-baik saja" adalah kalimat yang menentramkan ---
--- "i'm fine" is a reassuring sentence ---

何時の間にか私は嘘つきになった
「Itsu no manika watashi wa uso tsuki ni natta」
--- dan di saat itulah aku telah menjadi pembohong ---
--- and at that moment, i'm a liar ---

大丈夫と聞かれるたび
「Daijoubu to kikareru tabi」
--- tiap kali aku menjawab "aku baik-baik saja" ---
--- every time i answer that "i'm fine" ---

何時の間にか笑顔も忘れてた
「Itsu no manika egao mo wasureteta」
--- di saat itulah aku lupa cara tersenyum ---
--- at that moment i forget how to smile ---

一人きり彷徨いながら
「Hitorikiri samayoi nagara」
--- saat tenggelam sendiri dalam kebingungan ---
--- drowned all alone in confusion ---

ホントはね強がってるの
「Honto wa ne tsuyogatteru no」
--- sesungguhnya aku hanya berpura-pura kuat ---

--- honestly, i'm just pretending to be strong ---

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English by meee... XD 

SCANDAL - Shunkan Sentimental Lyric & English Translation

Kawashita hazu no nai yakusoku ga
Kyou mo bokura no mirai o ubaou to suru

There’s no need to exchange a vow
Today, we’ll capture our future

Hoshigatteita mono o te ni shitemo
Sunao ni umaku waraenai no wa naze darou

Things that we wanted, we’ll get it in our hands
Honestly, wonder why can’t I smile wonderfully

Afureru namida wa yowasa ya koukai janai
ITAMI ga unda KAKERA de

Crying these tears doesn’t mean we’re being weak
Its not regret, its pieces from my pain

Donna shunkan datte unmei datte
Hitotsu dake tashikana mono ga aru to shitta
Hitori de kangaechatte ima o mayou yori
Ashita o mukae ni ikunda

No matter how time goes, the fate goes,
I know there’s only one thing for sure
Thinking to myself, from being lost in this moment,Tomorrow, I’m going to go forward

Zutto mottetai kokoro no jirai SUICCHI wa kittenai
KAWARANAI MIRAI KOWASHITAI
Itsumo boku o miteru arifureta MERODY ga

Always wanted to think,
How my heart is after all that,
I can’t switch it
Always ruined the unchangeable futureI can see, the unsurprising melody

Kudaranai to hito ni warawaretemo
KIRAKIRA naosara kawayaku no wa naze darou

That useless person, even when he smiles, he’s shining bright
All the more, why does he shine?

Nani ga hontou de uso ka RIKUTSU janakute
Kanjiteitai KOKORO de

Is it really a lie
Don’t give me an excuse.My heart wants to feel it

Kitto aijou nante gensou datte
Gomakashitakunai yo kizutsuita to shitemo
Wakariaitai to tsuyoku negau hodo
Butsukaru koto mo aru kara

Definitely love, fantasy
I don’t want to deceive it
Even if I’m hurt
I want to understand it and its a
Strong wish. There’s also time when I fret

Nakeru kurai aozora kousaten de te o nobashita
Juu nen go mo konna fuu ni irareru kana isshouni

When the sky sheds tears, I spread my hands.
In another ten years will this wind still be around

Donna shunkan datte unmei datte
Hitotsu dake tashikana mono ga aru to shitta
Genkai datte konran datte akirametakunai yo
Kono mama hanasanaide
Kataku nigirishimeta kimi no migite no nukumori
Koko ni aru kara

No matter how time goes, the fate goes,
I know there’s only one thing for sure

Even if we fight, even if there’s such thing

I will not give up
Just like this, I wont let go
Strongly grasping your right hand’s warmth
I’ll be here

Stereopony - Tsukiakari no Michisirube

kotae no nai mainichi ga

tada sugite yuku jikan ga

kore kara saki dounaru no darou?

wakaranai…

These fruitless days and this time that just passes by

where will they lead me?

I don’t know…

yami yori mo fukai yoru no kodoku ni

madowasareteta

dareka ni ima kidzuite hoshii…

koko kara nigedashitai kara

Rather than the darkness

I was led astray

by the loneliness of the night

Someone, please realize it. I want to run away from this place!

mado kara mieru asayake

heya ni narihibiku oto

ARA-MU ni okosarete

usugurai naka ie tobidasu yo

KABAN no naka ni ha

nani mo kawaranai heibon tsumekonde

soshite itsumo no basho he

From the window, I can see the sunrise

A sound rings in my room,awoken by the alarm clock

In my depression, I dash out from my home.

In my bag, there’s nothingbut the usual stuffed in there

With that, I go to the usual place.

dareka ga itta kotoba ga

ki ni natte madowasarete

arasoitaku nante nai kara

nani mo ienai

yume ya risou ha aru keredo

kimochi bakari saki ni itte

genjitsu ga zutto ushiro kara

BOKU wo miteru

The words someone said bother me a bit…they confuse me.

I don’t want to have any disputes,so I don’t say anything at all.

I have my own dreams and ideals but,by feelings rush in before I do.

Reality as always been staring at mefrom behind.

nee dareka oshiete

minna sou nano kana?

kyou ga shiawase nara

sorede ii to omoerutte

osanai koro ni ha

tashika ni atta yo

yume wo oikaketeta

demo sore mo tooi kioku

Hey, someone tell me,is everyone else like this?

If today I can be happy,that’s is enough for me.

Back in my childhood,I’m sure I had a dream I chased after…

but that too is just a distant memory…

kotae no nai mainichi ga

tada sugite yuku jikan ga

kore kara saki dou naru no darou?

wakaranai…

TSUKIAKARI no MICHISHIRUBE

kumo wo koe BOKU ni todoke

susumu beki michi wo terashite yo

kyou ga donna ni kowaresou demo

These fruitless days and this time that just passes by

where will they lead me?I don’t know

The Signs of the Moonlight crosses over the clouds and  light the road that I must tak eeven during the bleakest days…

nani ga attemo

nani ga attemo

shinjitetai kara

ano hi no tooi kioku yobisamasu kara

wasurenaide ne mune ni kizamitsuke

no matter what happens,

no matter what happens,

I want to believe because my memories of those days have awoken me.

I won’t forget them, I carve them in my heart.

kotae wa jibun no naka ni

kanarazu aru mono dakara

akiramenaide

tsuyoku ikiru koto wo yamenaide

kanashi sugite

mae ni susumenai toki demo

mukashi ni nayamiayunda bokura ni

kaze ha fuku

dokomade demo

The answer lies within us,

I’m sure it’s there that’s why we will not give up.

We won’t stop living stronglyeven in harsh time where we can’t move forward.

To us who have worries,the wind blowsthrough thick and thin.

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